One chapter closes another chapter opens.
I decided to close my current site and make a new site.... a new biginning.

Thank you for all you all have given to me and my site. They are much appreciated.

Dont forget to continue to visit my new site at
http://slipperjeponku.blogspot.com/

 

It took me three weeks to take the courage to write about my mother's passing. Three weeks of disbelief that she is really gone. Wondering what could I have said or done differently, but I know that the memory of her, will continue to live in my heart. Remembering her strength and will to survive and continue with life. Her hope of happiness for her children yang so degil degil. Kalau nak cite sampai bile pon tak habis.

She lead a full life, being a mother of 7 children yang bermacam ragam while at the same time, a wife of a politician, which meant organizing events after events. Listening to her stories of the old times, of all the hardship of raising us always kept us grounded.

She took charge as the lead of the family when my father pass away and did what she could to provide for our need.  She did a lot lots of catering job and even at one period open a soto and kueh stall at pasar malam when I was in my teenage years. It was more than just work for her as it also gave her joy as she loved to cook and  meet people. I guess it was natural for her.  That is where my interest in cooking and food is from i guess but  not the meeting people one J.

I really feel fortunate for all the thing that my mum was able to provide for us minus the nagging a bit J

I haven't totally let go of my grief yet, may be its my nature to really control my feeling and i try to avoid talking about it. It will take time and i'll take one day at a time. I realise now how similar she and i am and her memories will stay strong in me forever. I may not expressed it enough but I love you mum.

Al-Fatihah

My mum's health is pretty bad right now and it makes me really sad. She cannot stand on her own and she cant even sit up without feeling pain. it really makes me feel helpless to see someone that you have always known to be so strong so vulnerable. I try to runaway from moving her cause she said im a bit "kasar". i thought i am a patient person and boy how wrong was i.

My sister and i bought her a mother's day cake for us to celebrate. She was soo week that she had to cut the cake from her bed. I potrey this control exterior but it kills me inside each time i see her like that.  

I pray that you get better mum
and
i love you...

I bought 2 ticket to watch Mahsuri, a play directed by Fauziah Nawi at Istana Budaya but to my suprise everyone that i asked turned me down. hhhhmmmm... im not sure if it was because of the play or because it was with me? I dont think that i repel people that much hahahha....

In the end i forced Tway to go and watched it with me. It was her first experience wathing a play at Istana Budaya so it is a good new experience. She even cried at sad scene in the play. She couldnt help herself and kept tring to match make ke with some lady that came alone.... hahahhaha... thank god i didnt go alone.

I couldnt help myself feeling that there was something missing from the play. I didnt really like the songs from the play and think if a better composition was done, it would be more entertaining. The play didnt really show the effect and the impact of the curse and the graphic was quite bad. May be i have to high expectation.

Un Jardin Apres La Mousson which mean A Garden After The Monsoon is such an exotic name for a perfume. Its the latest range of Hermes Unisex perfume from the jardin siries from hermes.

UnJardin apres la Mousson blends the freshness of ginger and the sweetness of the butterfly-delicate Kahili ginger flower with the spontaneity of cold spices and the subtlety of vetiver. A vegetable, floral and spicy Eau de Toilette which appeals both to men and women.

I was confused if i wanted to get the Hugo Boss element of this one. Well in the end i choose Hermes cause ithink Hugo Boss was too common. Perfume prices are getting more and more expensive in KL nowaday. I like that it is not too strong and suttle. I wont say that its my Favourite perfume but its a new change from my normal conservative selection.

Im getting STARWALKER from Mont Blanc next.

Attended Tina's wedding last weekend at Tasik Titiwangsa. It was a very casual wedding ceremony but nice, where families and friends came to enjoy each other company to celebrate the unity of two people.
We didnt have to rush eventhough i though we were late...

Selamat Pengantin Baru Tina & Saad

Tina siap pakai bunga disanggul lagi...

Gus, Tway, Mis and Me sponsored the cake. The Icing Sugar was so darn sweet but the butter cake was nice. We scrape off the icing to enjoy the cake. I prefer cream cake but sugar icing cake look nicer.

Lana and her niece pose for my camera. Kids was running around as they were getting bored and hot.

It was the second time i met cinta Hati Mis... Akmal. The first time i met him didnt really had the chance to talk with him and i do take time to warm up to people hahhahaha

but mis look happy...

Yanti was one of the bridemaids that night... Yanti has a very good hostest skill and has a fun personality that attract people to her...

Sempat bergambar dengan baby.... eventhought i was a bit malu malu hahaha